A Declaration of Love!

If I could go back to the past
I would every thing differently
everything that I would do
I would do it for you
for us...
Every little mistake
Every little bad decision
Every little action,
Done without thinking...
I would fix it all
Just to be a better man for you
Just to be better for you
And give you the best
Give you my best

I know that that is impossible
Going back
Redoing things
That happens only in the movies
And episodes of Star Trek
But these words
Are just to show you
How am i feeling now
I'm broken inside,
Bceuase I know I did wrong
And now I can't fix those mistakes
And nos I have to pay for those mistakes...
Making our dreams harder to come true
Your dreams...
I am so sorry
I wish you could see indide of me,
Inside of my heart
And see how broken I am
How torn I am inside
Because of the wieght that I carry with me now...